《 Feeling of The day 》 feeling confused -_-

“Life seemed even more of a guessing game than 

  usual and I was just stock in the middle, vague and 

  undefined.” 

Being a leader OR being a Follower ???

Sometimes, i am very confusing whether to be a leader in doing task or just be a "small kaki" (follower) in doing task~~~ 


Because the same result will be get at the end, which is ~~~~~

Being hate, bias or prejudice by others !!! 

When become Leader :

Ur strict, serious style, initiative, pattern,  commitment and requirement in complete the task will lead to the dissatisfaction of other group members. 

When u request or asked the task from them, they might delay your time and give u variety kind of reasons..................................  at the end U will feel ANGRY~~~~

But, when u force them to give u the task within the period, they will show face to you and sometimes just simply send the task to u with unrelated things..............and u will feel ANGRY also ~~~

So no matter, u r strict or kind leader, 
when the result of task out

If get perfect marks, u will received greeting of thank you from them, but they will still perceived you with that perception as mentioned.... 

If get lower marks, u will blame or even scold by others that u are incapable and not qualify to be a good leader.....


When become a 'Small kaki" (follower or normal members) : 

Ur initiative, ideas, style, passion and etc will lead to the misunderstanding of others that u would like to show off your ability. 

When u give a lot of suggestion or ideas, they will perceived that you are too "hyperactive' and filter your ideas with variety kind of reasons..............at the end u will feel ANGRY~~~~

But when you did not give full commitment in doing the task, they tend to perceived or scold you as lazy and irresponsible people......................at the end u will feel ANGRY also~~~



So in overall, 

Be a good leader   ??? 

OR

Be a normal members ???


Is Depend to yourself ~~~~



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